To cikiva

"hi hello good mornin, good afternoon,good evening, good night, i just want to say that you the best girl i ever met. thank u for being my bestfriend. um i think i like u a bit, what's the reason i like u? the reason is because u're so cute and u are very good to me.. this is my first time having a girl bsf like you. i never thought i would meet you . you're funny, you're kind, you're beautiful. You never judge what I do. you always support what I do. Oh my God, I'm so lucky to have met you. I hope we will never be apart forever. I miss you every day. I think about you every day. You are my motivation to learn and be better. even though you are sometimes busy and take a long time to reply to my messages, I will always try to reply to your messages quickly and respond well. I know what you like and what you don't like. I always pay attention to you, I was a little jealous when someone confessed their feelings to you, I thought you would accept it, but it turned out not to be. I was really panicked at that time, once you said that you would reject it, I calmed down. Um, if you really accepted it, maybe I would distance myself a little (?). I know you are not who I am, but I don't want to lose you. Actually, it seems like forcing it, right? I got my first gift from a girl is from you, you are my first experience. Well, the point is you make my life better. If asked if I love you? Yes, of course. I really love you from the bottom of my heart, I fell in love with you, yeah i dont want to be ur boyfriend, i just want we to be friend and supporting each other :p. Cikiva, I hope we will never be apart, okay? i have a poetry for you, but in Indonesian,it's okay right? Waktu boleh saja terus berlalu Musim terus saja berganti-ganti Namun perasaanku akan tetap sama Takkan berubah terus ada mencintaimu Setiap detik memikirkanmu Tanpa harus kehilangan diriku Kau adalah belahan hati Cinta sejati untukku Mentari terbit tapi kan tenggelam juga Bulan purnama terangi malam Namun kelak kan redup juga Di bawah langit senja ku berjanji Untuk terus mencintaimu selamanya tanpa henti. I just want to express my feelings right now, I don't want to be a boyfriend or anything, because I know that dating will only ruin the relationship. Hey cikiva, I will always support you okay? I will always be there if you need anything, I'm proud of you :p You're great, you're cool, you're talented, I like your voice, especially when you sing. When we first met, you were very friendly to me, well, that was the time when I was still an introvert who didn't know how to interact with girls. But you were different, I could easily interact with you. Your first impression on me was very valuable, you were very friendly and kind. u beatiful like daniel caesar song, and the song is "best part". yes i like this song so much, when i hear that song, i always think of you. um i think that's all i wanted to say. thank u for reading this, i love u so much 💙"