To my love of my life, my everything and my other half

"HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY babyyy🥺 all this time I never thought we'd make it this far. Malayo na po us babyy. Sa loob ng 1 year marami na tayong napag daanan and I know mas marami pa tayong pagdadaan I hope magkasama tayo sa lahat 🥺 kase hindi ko kaya lahat if wala ikaw. I am forever grateful to have you and I am so thankful to God for giving me someone like you. Marami na tayong napagdaan pero alam ko na wala pa 'to sa mga pagdadaanan natin together ilang beses na rin tayo nag break pero ang ending di pa rin natin kaya tiisin ang isa't isa. Kahit ilang beses pa tayo pag hiwalayin sayo pa rin ako uuwi babyy 🥺 maraming away man ang maganap sa atin or tampuhan alam ko na malalampasan natin yun basta kasama natin si Lord and ang isa't isa. Alam ko sa loob ng 1 year marami akong pagkukulang sayo and thankful ako kase marami akong natutunan and gusto kong mabago. Dati hindi ko ineexpect na mangyayari 'to kase superr labo pero wala talagang imposible pag dating kay Lord🫂 hindi man naging madali lahat sa atin pero nalampasan pa rin natin we've sacrificed so many facing moments that brought us to tears, questioning if this was truly God's plan kase may times na sobrang heavy na ng lahat. Pero kahit na maraming nangyari and medyo delicates na us pero tinuloy pa rin natin kase ito yung gusto ng puso natin. Babyy alam mo from the moment you walked into my life, nagbago lahat poo.🥺 Minsan sinasabi mo sakin na hindi ikaw yung una pero for me hindi nga ikaw ang first love ko but you are my greatest love, my heart's favorite place to be. With you, I've found comfort, laughter, support, and a kind of connection that feels like it was written in the stars. You've shown me what it truly means to be seen, to be loved without conditions, and to grow with someone hand in hand.🥺 Every memory we've made together is a treasure I carry in my soul. And every moment ahead, I want to spend choosing you, loving you more deeply, and walking beside you through all of life's chapters. Sinasabi mo palagi na what if iwan kita, what if makahanap ako ng mas better, what if hindi na kita lab? Lahat yan paulit ulit mong sinasabi sakin kase natatakot ka na baka one day hindi na kita lab which is never yun mangyayari babyy🥺. Kase how can I not love you when your smile has its way of making me feel at ease? Your smile is the prettiest in my eyes, and I will never get tired of seeing it🥺. And you probably have no idea, but it affects me more than you could ever know. It is too comforting. It puts my entire being at ease. You smile as though to say, "Everything will be alright.🥺" You say "kinakabahan ako" But I remain calm. Kase nakikita ko sa mata mo na magiging okay din lahat kahit di mo sabihin. You're eyes told me that everything will be okay🥺 How can I not love you when you never forget to remind me to take care of myself? You remind me each day to never skip a meal, drink lots of water and take good care of my well being. Telling me to take care of myself, physically, mentally, emotionally, and even spiritually-is one thing. But telling me to look after myself while you, yourself, are not doing fine is another thing. How can I not love you when you are this pure and selfless? How can I not love you when you make me want to ask the heavens above to let me meet you in every lifetime just to feel and experience these things with you over and over again? Lagi mo sinasabi "paano na yan babyy?", "sorry po wala akong magawa" everytime na sinasabi mo yan I felt guilty kase it cames from you pa talaga. You are always willing to help me. If one day, you no longer hear from me, please remember this: I loved you deeply, wholeheartedly, and with everything I had to give. I poured my soul into you in ways I never even thought I was capable of. I made you my world, my priority, my home even when I was falling apart inside. I stayed longer than I should have, not because I was strong, but because I believed in us, in what we had. Alam kong life isn't always smooth. May mga araw tayong hindi nagkakaintindihan, may mga salitang hindi natin sinasadya pero nakakasakit. But I want you to know na kahit sa pinakamahirap na araw natin, I never thought of walking away. I never thought of giving up. Because when I see you, I see my forever. I see my safe place. I see someone I want to grow with, laugh with, cry with, and build dreams with. Kapag iniisip ko lahat ng future ko, lagi kang kasama. Sa lahat ng plano ko, malliit man o malalaking pangarap, ikaw ang gusto kong katabi. From the simplest mornings, hanggang sa mga gabing pagod na pagod tayo sa life, gusto ko ikaw yung kasama ko kaya everytime na feeling mo di kita lab please always remember this I'm staying. I'm choosing you. Over and over again. Always remember poo na khit anong mangyare, maghiwalay man ulit or maging stranger sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon or araw palagi mong aalalahanin lahat ng masasaya nating memories alam ko na hindi magiging madali yung mundong tinahak natin pero I want you to know na wala akong pinagsisisihan sa lahat kase you make my life better poo 🥺 mas naging better lahat nung dumating ka you heal everything po 🥺 remember na palagi lang akong willing makinig sayo and sa lahat babyy I'm your safe place poo 🥺 I'm heree forever poo sa tabi mo hindi man physically pero ipaparamdam ko sayo na sobrang mahal na mahal ko ikaw poo 🥺 kapag nakakaramdam ka ng lungkot pwede moko kausapin babyy🥺 forever kitang lab lab poo 🥺 kahit anong mangyari babyyy sobrang lab na lab kita poo 🥺 I'm sooo sooo proud of youu poo 🥺 sa lahat ng achievements mo poo ako palagi ang pinaka unang proud sayo babyyy 🥺 and ako ang unang sisigaw na proud ma proud ako sayo🥺 i love you always babyyy 🥺 from the bottom of my heart poo 🥺 hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba if nawala ikaw sakin poo for sure kung nangyari yun hindi ko na alam gagawin ko🥺 isang beses nakong nasaktan babyy and ayaw ko na mangyari yun and thankful ako kase lahat ng naranasan ko noon hindi mo pinaparanas sakin 🥺 thank youu babyy for everything poo and sa lahat ng help mo sakin 🥺 sa support sa lahat babyyy 🥺 ngayun sure na'ko na willing akong mahalin ka habang buhay poo. Sobrang sure na'ko sayo babyyy 🥺 palagi kong ipagdarasal na sana ikaw na forever poo kase sayo ko lang naramdaman yung mga bagay na di ko pa nararamdaman po 🥺 alam mo po di sapat yung words to describe how lucky I am to have youu🥺 hindi ako mawawala sayo babyy.🫂 Hindi ako aalis sa tabi mo. Hindi ako magsasawang mahalin ka dahil ikaw yung nag iisang bituin sa mata ko🥺"