To ivan

"Ivan Jorge A. 🫵 parang may feelings na yata ako sayo, I can see us being together in the future… Naging comfortable ako around you even though you have something na hindi gusto towards saken :( Napa ganto lang ako kasi napanaginipan kita HAHAHAHAH and every time na maiisip kita, parang may something na di ko maintindihan na feeling, I feel like magkasama lang tayo recently HAHAHAHAH idk pero I’m trying not to put meaning to that and not to think of you kasi nga ayaw ko ng naging ugali mo recently lalo na sa ginawa mo saken na sobrang na hurt ako kasi of all people ikaw pa yung gumawa nun, tho it’s not that big deal for you siguro pero saken nasaktan ako kasi hindi ko expect sayo yun since ang tingin ko sayo is trustworthy and respectful to women pero sobrang naiinis ako sa ugali mo talaga as in ayokong ayoko sayo pero WTF HAPPENED BRUHHHH IT’S A FCKING PLOT TWIST NA SERYOSO PALA FEELINGS KO SAYO and napa message ako ng ganito kasi akala ko I can keep it to myself kasi baka comfy lang ako around you kaya ganon na feel ko pero iba na pala ito… Pero I have no plans to do something for us to connect kasi ito lang ako and walang wala ako ngayon mentally so yun napa rant lang me kasi ikaw lagi nasa isip ko every time na mag dedelulu ako about sa future ko🤦‍♀️ btw nagstart lang toh 2024 and akala ko wala lang kasi nga gawa ng attachment issues ko HAHAHAHAHA then eto ngayon napanaginipan kita so itooo bumigay na pero nung 2024 hindi pa naman ganon ka serious, siguro crush crush lang kita ganon gawa nga nung act of service mo haysssttt🙄 Grabe yung pagka admire ko sayo kasi comfy ako around you then you showed me how dedicated you are just to learn something or prove something even if it’s just a small things tsaka simple ka lang at loyal ka pag nagmahal, but then I heard na ganun pala yung personality and ugali mo when you’re with your friends😣 But you know what, there’s still a part of me that wants to believe that you can and hoping that you will be a good person kasi feeling ko nag karoon ka lang ng ganon na ugali dahil sa toxic friends mo e. Hindi ko alam kung makikita mo ito PERO I WANT YOU TOOOOO SEE THIZZZ🙄"