To Aviya Mikkel

"Hii! How are u? I hope you're having a great day, if not i hope ur at least okay. Ik the chances of you seeing this is very low but if you do here's my confession. I liked you, i hope i didn't make it obvious when ur around. Bakit nga ba sa lahat ikaw ang nagustuhan ko? idk maybe the way you smile, or maybe it's because of your kind and open heart to everyone, or maybe it's your intelligence? Hindi ko alam, hindi ko namalayan. Ewan nga e isang araw I catch myself mesmerized by you. Dito ko sinulat tong message na 'to dahil di ko alam kung may lakas ba ako ng loob na sabihin sa'yo 'to. And hindi ko alam kung may balak ba akong sabihin because masaya na naman na ako sa malayo. Enough na sa'kin yung nakikita kitang masaya. I'm not trying to be bitter pero yun kasi yung nararamdaman ko e. I won't get hurt or get bitter if you already have someone kasi in the first place hindi talaga ako umaasa to be in a relationship with you, not only because the chances are low also not because ur my friend but because kontento na ako sa makikita kang masaya at to be there for you, bonus nalang diba kung maging tayo nga. I'll stop here, but this is not the end of m letters for you. Next time I'll upload here yung mga tulang ginawa ko hehe. Ik your name is not Aubrey but it's the closest song I can think of when I'm thinking of you. Love lots, Avi"