To Vivian

"I'm sorry for what I did. It was my fault; you were just making a new friend. I know you probably don't like me anymore, and that's okay. Knowing I can't reach you anymore hurts. I'll always remember you, you were one of the best friends I've ever had. I hope you're having fun. I remembered when we were dancing to this song in your living room when we were younger. I still remember your house, your pets, and your room. I know you may not truly forgive me. You're the closest to a sister I had. You were always so nice and caring, asking what I wanted to do. We haven't called in so long, and I don't think we ever will. If I ever come back, you'd be the first person I'd run to. I miss you so much, it always hurts to think about us. I love you and thank you for giving me your time and energy. There's so much to say, but I can't say it all. Thank you, for everything you did for me."