To Vincele

"Baby, I don't know where to start. But Happy Monthsary 🥰 I don't know if you're still awake when I send this to you, but even not, it's okay. Please, take some rest sometimes when you have free time, because I know you have been so busy with school. And if ever you lose weight, I'm gonna scold you. But of course, you're still my boss. 🫡 But I know you'll take care of yourself and you're not like that. And I've said this sooooo many times, I love you so much. Just tell me when you feel drained, I'm just here and I'll listen to you, If you want hugs, just wait until we meet and you can hug me as long as you want, I promise. I'll wait for you, and I'll never look for someone else. Because as you said, you're afraid that you're more than enough for me. That's the thing, you're more than enough for me and I have no reasons to look for someone else. And I swear to god, I love you so much. Well, if you're wondering I decided to put this song in because I love the lyrics so much. And what the song says is what I always want to do with you. And I know I'm so stupid sometimes, getting mad at you for no reason and leaving you without saying anything. And I'm so sorry for that, it's because my mom and I have arguments, and then when I get mad at her, I'm also mad at everyone else. I'm sorry for making you worry. And god... why are you dreaming like that? 😭 Like I was kissing you under the cherry tree. 😭 But that's fine, at least you're brave enough to tell me that. 😌 But for now, just focus on your goals, make your family proud of you and get your dream job, and I'll be so proud of you. I'm okay being the last cause I'm not that really important, and it's also your dream and just continue it, and be the woman you want to be. And if our dreams don't happen right away, that's okay. The important to me is that I can talk to you. And of course, if something bad happened to us and we separated ways, just know that I'll always support you. And of course, don't push yourself to your limits, it's not good and healthy. And I'm gonna pinch your cheeks if you did. And I'm so sure that you're gonna reach your goals. And for those who bullied you back then, I'm gonna fuck them all. 🙂 I swear, if I were in the same school as you, I'd get into trouble for whoever hurts you or says something bad. Especially your ex John. Because those bitches don't know what they're doing, and I don't want you to put their words on your mind, and be insecure or something. That's what I hate the most. I love you so much and I want you to have a normal high-school days to remember when you get old. Not those bitches. But well, you ate a lot today. And you're tired, so it's not a problem if you sleep early today. And I don't freaking understand why you need to buy those eyeliner and whatever, you're already pretty baby. But whatever, I'll support you. And I hope these monthsary messages remind you how much I love you. And I'll never get tired of writing a messages like this every month because that's the only way I can express how much I love you. I hope these past two months have been as amazing for you as they have been for me. And I feel like sometimes I'm taking up your time when you're busy, and it's making me feel guilty. Sometimes, I don't know what to say to adore a goddess like you, that's why I kept sending emojis. And when the time that we spend doing nothing at all, staying up on a call, you don't know how much I treasure that. And, it's when you tell me things that you'd never tell anyone else, that I'm discovering things about you I never knew before. You're making me feel so special in those ways. And I just wanna live my whole life with you. And again, Happy 2nd Monthsary. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"