To Khangoo
January 29, 2025
"I'm sorry for being like this. I want to leave you alone but I just fucking cannot. You have something in you that just fucking allures me. I've been able to pull every girl I fucking wanted except you. Maybe that's the "allure" but I don't fucking know. I want to move on and accept that I can't make you mine but, as I've mentioned, I just cannot for the love of god. You were my first ever official "crush" that I ran after. My dying fucking wish is to date you before graduation. Happy 4 fucking years of me making a fool of myself wanting you."